Fuck.

I seriously fuck this shit up.
Just blow it off until the last minute.
And then I fail.
I will learn.

I am the doctor.

I helped kill it.
The end of our dream.

The sound of falling stairs.

I think this is the end.
That noise from twisting metal pinched at a window frame it is the deconstruction of bridge we built between our lives.
In our ever strained awkward silences and angry glances we spend our time misinterpreting every word and gesture given by the other.
Every attempt to make peace turns words to stops signs, and smiles to knives.
I'm not sure how much more of the fighting I can take.
It hurts me.
More than she will ever know.

Some music I have done. I am the vocalist for these tracks.

Yeah, sing-song-ing.

Where to buy stuff not made in sweat shops or by children.

Clothing:
http://www.carhartt.com/
http://www.alphaindustries.com/
http://www.newberryknitting.com/home.html
http://www.newbalance.com/
http://www.aldenshoe.com/
http://www.allenedmonds.com
http://www.oxxfordclothes.com/
http://www.mangrovemonkey.com/men-s-board-shorts.html
http://www.filson.com/
http://www.luckybrand.com/
hopiwensaks.com
http://www.vansonleathers.com/
http://undergard.myshopify.com/collections/
http://www.gg2g.com/gg2gsalvo.html
http://www.caseyraedesigner.com/
http://www.wigwam.com/
http://www.uwearusa.com/store/index.php
http://www.thedus-t.com/
http://www.dontsmokemyhat.com/
http://whitedressshirts.com/
http://www.tadvgear.com/
http://www.unforgettablefashion.com/
http://www.vermontflannel.com/flannel-shirt-mens-classic
http://www.bargain-bulk-sock-sales.com/
http://www.bedoshirts.com/index.php?main_page=index
http://ethicalistic.com/
http://americanapparel.net/
http://www.bananascrubs.com/shop/
http://www.blackrockgear.com/


bags:
https://www.chromebagsstore.com/index.php/jobs/

Bikes:
http://www.worksman.com
http://aegisbicycles.com/home.html
http://waterfordbikes.com/now/home.php?newstype=home&navcommand=showall
http://www.sevencycles.com/home.php
http://www.rodcycle.com/

Vitamins:
http://vitamins.net
http://www.yourhealthinc.com/index.html


Items Made by people still getting paid enough to make them well:
http://www.stillmadeinbritain.co.uk/index.php?option=com_content&task=view&id=16&Itemid=33
http://www.sehkelly.com/

Also check:
http://www.fairtrade.org.uk/products/default.aspx

Is it done?

war of the roses.

Are any of our internet persona's real?

Well, maybe.

here we go

Another ruthless and long day.
I suppose I will slay a droid or two.

angry looks from the kitchen. yikes.

this is the end?

the implosion of your relationship.
five years of good words and love gone the way of bad blood.
we can't see straight and I need some distance.
one stiff drink and twenty cigarettes look about par.
fuck.

Hello Blog.

I am here.
Taking a break from facebook.
I suppose that gives you and I more time.